I just finished a critical reflection, but if the last one
was good and helpful, I can say that this one should be even better. Fiction
Adaptation,, what a lovely but insane unit. If I had to describe it in one
word, it would be stressful. I get usually stressed when editing some projects
just when something is not coming up properly, but with this unit it wasn't
just the fact that some things were not coming u properly, but the fact that I
got so packed of work that it started to become really really hard. The main
idea was to get to start in my fiction as early as I could, but the Digital
News unit overtook a lot of time, specially since I was the editor. I didn't
want to edit the Digitial News as a simple thing, because if there is something
I am known of is experimenting new stuff and having some nice VFX in my videos.
Digital News was the project that I which I was able to do a lot of effects and
a proper good editing and due to all the different elements that were
incorporated to that video, I started not having time, plus the fact that I
still needed to attend uni. The thing I struggled the most was getting my idea
straight. I went from doing a stop motion with post its to doing a 2D animation
in the computer. Big step to be honest, but at this point I believe it was
worth it. When I decided to make a 2D animation with characters that actually
moved a little bit, which were going to tell a story, I knew that I was getting
into something complicated. I had design characters for some minor things, a
lot of logos and effects, but I had never had created a proper animation at
all. I didn't even know if I could do it, but I really wanted to do it. It came
up to a point where there was no turning back to be honest as I had started
already making the characters and I was getting quite excited about it. The
risk I took by doing this animation was really big, because what would have
happened if I didn't have time to finish it or even worse, didn't even know how
to do it. I am not a professional drawer and as a matter of fact I have never
been able to properly draw with pen and paper that well. For some reason when
it comes down to graphic designing and actually creating stuff on the computer, I am a bit better. It has been really hard to make all this stuff, specially working on your own and i think my critical reflection will be the one making understand everything I had to go through.
My video was basically divided by 4. I needed to create an animation, compose an original song with my poem, film the real life scenes and blog. It was almost impossible in my opinion. Since I hadn't done any of this before, the actual making of all of this took me ages. My biggest problem and factor that I had in the creation of the whole video, was the editing of the digital news. That process took me ages and a lot of effort and I sincerely just couldn't do both projects at the same time properly. It wasn't till I finished editing Digital News that I was able to sit down and work 100% on my fiction adaptation video, excluding the fact that I had to work on the essay as well. For me it was really hard because it wasn't like a normal shooting were you just prepare, do some research, make a script or shot lists, book a camera and off we go. I had to develop characters, model them, sketch, create, animate them and all that took ages since it was me on my own and never had properly done it before. Having that said, apart from that I still needed to compose the song, play the music, get a singer that will sing it as I wanted to, plus I still needed to film the real life bit which took me ages to film since my actress got very ill for over a week, plus my blog. All this literally was so overwhelming that I couldn't just sit and do it all. I believe what I learned the most in this unit is that if I am to try something new, I should try one thing at a time and not more than one unless I have some people helping me or I have the proper time for it. In order to properly create all this video I had to go through some really rough moments. Regarding my animation, at first I didn't know how to do it or anything. It was just annoying the fact that I didn't know where to start or anything. Once I was getting it done, the most annoying bit of all was to work with the animation on my mac. Due to the use of so many graphics, the rendering process to even just edit the animation on After Effects, was insane. I had to set up the quality of the preview to a quarter of the real one so I could work in general as in full or even half it would just crash or take up to a minute to load 1 frame. The main reason I took ages to do this was due to the amount of graphics I had to deal with and how my computer didn't handle them properly. I couldn't use the ones in the studios since they are either the same or worse than mine, which is what is taking me to sell my mac and hopefully buy a new one in February. As for the music, I believe that was even more stressful than the video itself. I have created songs before, but just lyrics and not proper melody or recorded anything professional. I though I could do it as I play the piano a bit and I know how to use music production softwares like Garageband and Logic Pro, that could help me get it right. I was quite wrong in a way. After trying a lot, I managed to get the poem into a song, but the whole thing went down to wether the song fitted the video or not and at the beginning the answer was no. The whole idea was to create a melody that fitted to video and then have the actual voice fit the melody and the rhythm. For that I decided to hire a singer at singerspro.com, which was going quite well as I got someone that I liked a lot and though voice would fit perfectly and he was up for it, but my problem is that after sending him everything he said he was going to have a look at it and apparently did not. My mistake was that I assumed that he was working on it and waited till thursday to call him and ask him. I contacted him wednesday before deadline and didn't reply at all and I was just assuming he had a lot of work and was working on my project. After ringing him all day Thursday, he picked up around 18:00 and told me that I had been speaking to his dad, since he is his manager, who first, happens to have the same name and second, had misinformed his son telling him that it was for thursday the week after, which it was not going to work at all. I got so angry and annoyed and stress at that moment because where about was I going to get someone to sing my song the way I wanted at 6pm who would fit and be willing to work with me for a couple hours. With stress I started calling some people I know around here and started knocking some door in halls of residence and by my luck there was someone that was willing to help me, Patricia Dixon from the first years. Although her voice didn't really fit the song, I had no option whatsoever, it was her or nothing or just keep knocking and see if someone else would help me. The issue is that she had to go out and wasn't coming till around midnight which is when I gave her the stuff and she started recording everything till 5AM. After me getting her recording and hard work, I put it with the video and I realised it didn't really work that well, but it was already to late and I had no option but submit it like that. I was so annoyed and stress because my good work was not looking as good because of my singer dropping and just ruining my song, but in the end I guess I have to live with it. As for the real life bit, as I explained in a previous post, Sophie, the girl in my movie, got really sick just around the day of filming, which was a Saturday and just couldn't do it due to being very sick and throwing up with a couple infections. It was too late for me because of the fact that I had been working on an animation with her image and it was going to be really hard about 1 or 2 weeks before deadline to find someone that looked like her or just find someone else completely and have to start over my animation which was going to take ages. I had no option but to wait till she got better which happened about a week after that Saturday and that finally just made me happy because I knew I could start putting something together on Final Cut and didn't have to worry about that anymore. As for my blog, i believe that was another really worrying bit because due to all this work plus the whole work for my digital news, i genially didn't have any time do a good blog for this unit and I admit it openly. I don't know if it was time managing or just having to much work for one person, but my time started to reduce overtime more due to having so much stuff to do.
If there is something I could change right now, it would be getting more people to work with me or help me at least with composing the music which took me a lot of time. I believe I could have handled the animation and my essay with not that many issues, but the music as well on top of the blog was just overwhelming. I think that what I learned the most here is that when I feel I don't have too much time or have too much work, I should't put to many tasks on myself. This unit more than anything was a properly learning unit and not just because of composing a song or doing an animation, but mainly because of all the issues I had and all the work I had to do. It was horrible. I am glad I got to make this project and the animation went right at least and managed to compose something even if it was last minute and not as good with my video, but I believe is an experience and something I wouldn't trade at all. I love the fact that tried something new and I am proud of doing it, although the outcome wasn't the expected one. I believe that the work and design of everything went fine, but the way I delivered it wasn't the best. I will take this unit as a big learning step for future units and just wait to see what happens to my grade, which I hope doesn't affect much. If you made it this far, thanks for reading my critical reflection.
Chris
My video was basically divided by 4. I needed to create an animation, compose an original song with my poem, film the real life scenes and blog. It was almost impossible in my opinion. Since I hadn't done any of this before, the actual making of all of this took me ages. My biggest problem and factor that I had in the creation of the whole video, was the editing of the digital news. That process took me ages and a lot of effort and I sincerely just couldn't do both projects at the same time properly. It wasn't till I finished editing Digital News that I was able to sit down and work 100% on my fiction adaptation video, excluding the fact that I had to work on the essay as well. For me it was really hard because it wasn't like a normal shooting were you just prepare, do some research, make a script or shot lists, book a camera and off we go. I had to develop characters, model them, sketch, create, animate them and all that took ages since it was me on my own and never had properly done it before. Having that said, apart from that I still needed to compose the song, play the music, get a singer that will sing it as I wanted to, plus I still needed to film the real life bit which took me ages to film since my actress got very ill for over a week, plus my blog. All this literally was so overwhelming that I couldn't just sit and do it all. I believe what I learned the most in this unit is that if I am to try something new, I should try one thing at a time and not more than one unless I have some people helping me or I have the proper time for it. In order to properly create all this video I had to go through some really rough moments. Regarding my animation, at first I didn't know how to do it or anything. It was just annoying the fact that I didn't know where to start or anything. Once I was getting it done, the most annoying bit of all was to work with the animation on my mac. Due to the use of so many graphics, the rendering process to even just edit the animation on After Effects, was insane. I had to set up the quality of the preview to a quarter of the real one so I could work in general as in full or even half it would just crash or take up to a minute to load 1 frame. The main reason I took ages to do this was due to the amount of graphics I had to deal with and how my computer didn't handle them properly. I couldn't use the ones in the studios since they are either the same or worse than mine, which is what is taking me to sell my mac and hopefully buy a new one in February. As for the music, I believe that was even more stressful than the video itself. I have created songs before, but just lyrics and not proper melody or recorded anything professional. I though I could do it as I play the piano a bit and I know how to use music production softwares like Garageband and Logic Pro, that could help me get it right. I was quite wrong in a way. After trying a lot, I managed to get the poem into a song, but the whole thing went down to wether the song fitted the video or not and at the beginning the answer was no. The whole idea was to create a melody that fitted to video and then have the actual voice fit the melody and the rhythm. For that I decided to hire a singer at singerspro.com, which was going quite well as I got someone that I liked a lot and though voice would fit perfectly and he was up for it, but my problem is that after sending him everything he said he was going to have a look at it and apparently did not. My mistake was that I assumed that he was working on it and waited till thursday to call him and ask him. I contacted him wednesday before deadline and didn't reply at all and I was just assuming he had a lot of work and was working on my project. After ringing him all day Thursday, he picked up around 18:00 and told me that I had been speaking to his dad, since he is his manager, who first, happens to have the same name and second, had misinformed his son telling him that it was for thursday the week after, which it was not going to work at all. I got so angry and annoyed and stress at that moment because where about was I going to get someone to sing my song the way I wanted at 6pm who would fit and be willing to work with me for a couple hours. With stress I started calling some people I know around here and started knocking some door in halls of residence and by my luck there was someone that was willing to help me, Patricia Dixon from the first years. Although her voice didn't really fit the song, I had no option whatsoever, it was her or nothing or just keep knocking and see if someone else would help me. The issue is that she had to go out and wasn't coming till around midnight which is when I gave her the stuff and she started recording everything till 5AM. After me getting her recording and hard work, I put it with the video and I realised it didn't really work that well, but it was already to late and I had no option but submit it like that. I was so annoyed and stress because my good work was not looking as good because of my singer dropping and just ruining my song, but in the end I guess I have to live with it. As for the real life bit, as I explained in a previous post, Sophie, the girl in my movie, got really sick just around the day of filming, which was a Saturday and just couldn't do it due to being very sick and throwing up with a couple infections. It was too late for me because of the fact that I had been working on an animation with her image and it was going to be really hard about 1 or 2 weeks before deadline to find someone that looked like her or just find someone else completely and have to start over my animation which was going to take ages. I had no option but to wait till she got better which happened about a week after that Saturday and that finally just made me happy because I knew I could start putting something together on Final Cut and didn't have to worry about that anymore. As for my blog, i believe that was another really worrying bit because due to all this work plus the whole work for my digital news, i genially didn't have any time do a good blog for this unit and I admit it openly. I don't know if it was time managing or just having to much work for one person, but my time started to reduce overtime more due to having so much stuff to do.
If there is something I could change right now, it would be getting more people to work with me or help me at least with composing the music which took me a lot of time. I believe I could have handled the animation and my essay with not that many issues, but the music as well on top of the blog was just overwhelming. I think that what I learned the most here is that when I feel I don't have too much time or have too much work, I should't put to many tasks on myself. This unit more than anything was a properly learning unit and not just because of composing a song or doing an animation, but mainly because of all the issues I had and all the work I had to do. It was horrible. I am glad I got to make this project and the animation went right at least and managed to compose something even if it was last minute and not as good with my video, but I believe is an experience and something I wouldn't trade at all. I love the fact that tried something new and I am proud of doing it, although the outcome wasn't the expected one. I believe that the work and design of everything went fine, but the way I delivered it wasn't the best. I will take this unit as a big learning step for future units and just wait to see what happens to my grade, which I hope doesn't affect much. If you made it this far, thanks for reading my critical reflection.
Chris
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